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| Hey so I havent put anything up for a while.
And I've come to conclusion that I'm going to marry either a pilot, or simba from lion king.
Its ladies night at the bar. But she smokes a man's cigar. I guess she's dying. Oh well. Who am I to care? I don't give a fuck about your dignity. Thats the bastard in me.
We'll put that old record on and dance to your favorite song The one that i wish i made but wouldn't ever play because of the war in me that killed my self-esteem but somehow when I'm with you, my state of mind improves.
You've got eyes that burn like flame and words that slash like daggers. And your blood has not been the kindest. But then my dearest, the truth is neither have I.
When you're feeling low, I'll be there to feel you up.
"Does it ever get easy?"
"You mean life?"
"Yea."
"What do you want me to say?"
"Lie to me."
I hope you understand, I hope you know I'm sorry that it's your blood on my hands. Kamlyn, this isn't what I planned at all but don't you know one last goodbye is now a one night stand? All cause I left myself, I left myself behind on the grass, in the sunshine and I watched myself as I stab myself in the back with the question mark. 
I don't know if you notice anything missing like the leaves on the trees or my clothes all over the floor. I don't know if you'll even notice at all cause I was real quiet when I closed the door.
Turn up your evil turn down your care.
There's a southern bound train tomorrow. Takes us out of this dirty town. Chase the sun back to the west coast. In eight hours, we're california bound. We're California bound. 
How could I explain the way my heart was breaking if my confessor didn't believe in love?
- Crank by Ellen Hopkins.
I would like to be the air that inhabits you for a moment only.
I would like to be that unnoticed and that necassary.
I tried to stop the fire spreading from under my feet to under our bed.
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www.xanga.com/flyawaysuperman i write there when im happy, angry, sad, heart broken, effed up, bored. Anyyyways, I'm supposed to clean my room right now.. ugh ugh ugh ew ew ew ! 
Each day, its harder to pretend. That your eyes aren't lying as much as your mouth did. I'd grab your head by your hair and I'd hack it off. Put it on display at the front of the yard on a stick thats decorated with a little pink bow and a sign that says "Her friends and family should have taught her more about love." Just because you’re paranoid doesn’t mean they are after you. 
Did you know that every night I think of ways to get back at you? Sneak into your room, put a pillow over your face. Rip into your chest and tear out your heart. To see if you would bleed, like I do. I bet you do.
Drink up beautiful, I spiked your cup with angst and a heart attack, cause I've got so much trapped and its all because of you, so I figured you might like some back. 
Just so we're straight, and you don't get the wrong impression. We don't need a silly little overdue confession. Just remember when you're over at his house undressing, he's just another sucker who's about to learn a lesson.
Well, she said jealousy is something that distracts you.
I said its hard to focus with your fingers in his belt loops. 
I wish I was more like you, so easily amused.
We are terrible for each other, and yes, we are a disaster. But tell me your heart doesn't race for a hurricane or a burning building. I'd rather die terrified than live forever.
They say I kiss to kill, but I just do it for the fun, and if my kisses kill you tonight, may you rest in peace baby.
For every piece of me that loves you, another piece backs away.
And I could see our days becoming nights. I could feel your heartbeat across the grass. We should have run. I would go with you anywhere. I should have kissed you by the water.
I'm just sitting out here watchihng airplanes take off and fly trying to figure out which one you might be on and why you don't love me anymore.
You call me your little doll, because you like to dress me up and pretend I actually glow. You should have named me zero though, because zero means nothing. Its better to burn out then fade away. Listen carefully, cause you can smoke two pounds of Cali herb by yourself then try to stand on your head. No matter how high you get, you'll never forget the wonders of mary's bed. 
She was the third beer. Not the first one, which the throat receives with almost tearful gratitude; not the second, which confirms and extends the pleasure of the first. But the third, the one you drink because it's there, because it can;t hurt, because what difference does it make ? 
Watching the stars at night, there's nothing that I'd rather do. The moon is the only light that I can use to look at you. So let's make this memory last, of this night that we've come to claim ours. I promise I'll never forget, such a perfect night under the stars, the air is warm with comfort, and the air is warm with taste. There is nothing we have to look out for, so let's make the most of this place. 
Get up and shake the glitter off your clothes, now
That's what you get for waking up in Vegas. Dont you love her as she's in bed with him, like she did one too many times before?
Don't you love her madly? And we're not gunna stop just because the feds and cops are watching us. We don't give a damn what they heard. We do what we want. 
Later on. me and a bottle will hook up, and I'll call your house just to let you know that I'm drunk. I'll say "I'm sorry Mr. M. I was just looking for your son. How are you? and incidentally, do you know if he's alone? There is this book he lent me something like seven months ago. I'm gunna burn it in the street, be so kind as to let him know that I'm dealing with this badly and could he please get back to me?" 
It amazes me, how much I open up to you everytime you run back to me. The wounds never heal completely, but there you are ripping my bare chest openand I'm enjoying every moment of it. We love by the water, as if nothing ever changed. I'd trade you for a better soul anyday. - copyrights.
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Don't know what you're doing to me, got me feeling all superhuman. Do you ever feel like you can't tell anyone that you feel happy because you're afraid that if you tell them, the happiness will go away? Or if you tell someone that you're falling in love, it wont work out. I always feel like that. I can't speak my mind, cause what if it all fades away? I want to share stories with my freinds, but sometimes, I really can't tell them anything because I don't want my happniess gone. I like to hide my feelings from the whole world. Maybe, if no one knows, they won't have a chance to jinx it.
Secondly, I love the show Gossip Girls. I dont watch much TV, but that show is amazingly good!
See that sun setting? Its fading away tonight. And inside, I’m terribly afraid it will never come back up. I know its silly, but I don’t take the sun for granted anymore. I remember a time I used to, just like I took you for granted. You were my personal sun. But then you began to fade away forever, and now I’m afraid so will that sun. - © copyrights
Ever since happiness heard your name, it has been running through the streets trying to find you. 
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town. I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down. You say your fine, but I know you better then that. Hey, whatcha doing with a girl like that?
You didn't love me; you don't destroy the people you love.
you always disappoint me. it's kind of like our inside joke except it's not funny. 
Touching him was always so important to me. It was something I lived for. Little touches, nothing big. My fingers against his shoulder. The outsides of our thighs touching as we squeezed together on the bus. I couldn’t explain it, but I needed it. Sometimes I imagined stitching all of our little touches together. How many hundreds of thousands of fingers brushing against each other does it take to make love? Are we much bigger than that now? Are we much bigger than that now? Are we much bigger than that now? 
Come and sit with me and talk awhile. Let me see your pretty little smile. Put your troubles in a little pile and I will sort them out for you. I’ll fall in love with you. I think I’ll marry you. If you ever get caught looking at him, just remember, he was looking at you too. Your love should never be offered to the mouth of a stranger. Only to someone who has the valor and daring to cut pieces of their soul off with a knife then weave them into a blanket to protect you. 
And so, while the rest of the world went on unaware, drinking their coffee, reading the sports page, and picking up their dry cleaning, I leaned forward and kissed him, making a choice that would change everything. Maybe somewhere there was a ripple, a bit of a jump, some small shift in the universe, barely noticeable. I didn’t feel it then. I felt only him kissing me back, easing me into the sunlight as I lost myself in the taste of him and felt the world go on, just as it always had, all around us. "I have wrapped my laughter like a birthday gift and left it beside your bed..." 
Take him and cut him out in little stars, and he will make the face of heaven so fine that the entire world will be in love with the sky at night.
-Romeo and Juliet My chest feels full of glitter and helium, the way it used to feel when I would lay and talk with him at the twilight, when I knew that if I held up my hands and spread my fingers out like a net, I could catch the coming stars.
It's ladies night at the bar, but she smokes a man's cigar. I guess she's dying. Oh well, who am I to care. I don't give a fuck about your dignity. That's the bastard in me. Yeah, you still kiss me sometimes, but it's just on the cheek. You pull away so easily. And I still call you, but I get your machine. And we go out to dinner, but you won't hold my hand. We sit at the same table, but we don't play with our feet. And we still rent movies, but we don't share the couch. And you even stay over, but now we stay in our clothes. I'm only there so you're not alone. Tonight your ghost will ask my ghost, who put these bodies between us? 
Lovers turn into monsters at the loss of all affection, almost like it was the affection that kept them from being monsters. And I could have used some warning. I was on the porch all morning, smoking cigarettes and sinking deeper into doubt. After awhile, you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much, so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. Zach: Ow! Papercut! kiss it mr. moseby
Mr.Moseby: you can't even see it!
Zach: you can't see a broken heart either, but it still hurts Maybe, you should drink less coffee. Maybe, you should never watch the ten o clock news. Maybe, you should just kiss someone nice. 
Got you. Your mine now. For the rest of the day, week, month, year, life.
Do you know who I am? I live in you. Do you hear me? Going beat, beat, beat. Well, my beats are slowing down. You're killing me. Put that ciggarrette down.
I always wanted you. Even when I had you. I could drink from you forever and never be any less thirsty than I was the first day. The day I realized how parched I'd always been.
Kiss Me. Love Me. Rewind.
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| I chose to be a serial killer, cause the victims don't get any fame. Some people dont know how much their light can capture me. I think I always find myself amused at every little thing they say when I'm around them. You're extraodinary did you know that? I wish I could be more like you. Extraodinary, without even trying, without even noticing. Everything about you fascinates me. You'll never understand how much I can love you.
So, my first post lets see how this goes :) 
You dont even have to ask twice. You can have my heart, or we can share it like the last slice.
- Drake
Until your heart stops beating, you may never, ever know it's there. So take a breath, skin so fair and lovely. Don't you know that it's been there for all your life? As the life fades from your eyes, all that I can say is it may not be too late. Try again, make it perfect, make me worth it, or else die for all I care. 
Sometimes I wonder how things got to be like this. I was a happy kid once. I really can’t remember the point when things went wrong. Maybe I just grew up. I take you for who you are and the person you are and the heart you have and I don't let anybody interfere with that.
-Justin Bobby; The Hills.
They say what goes up, must come down.
Well, I'm high as a motherfucker right now. Sing me something soft, sad and delicate, or loud and out of key. Sing me anything. 
You take my love in your hand ans smile. You know that I havent allowed myself to fall for a long time. My love was lost and cold for years, until you came along. Now we're sitting by the water with our eyes glacing, laughing at each other. We walk side by side, breaking the earth with our beauty. You hold my hand and take me to paradise. Darling, you might actually love me. I'm walking through these hallways, remembering how you used to walk with me, when the lights were off. No sight of anyone or anything. I used to talk about you, and your amazing smile. They sat in the sand, huddled around the fire. They sat with their torn blankets and their cold beers. They sat with their laughter and the sounds of crashing waves. They sat beneath the moon. The moon was the only one who knew all their secrets. 
I wish you could spend sometime walking around in my shoes. You told me I was beautiful, but what does that really mean to you ? You tell me one thing, and in the same sentece you spell me another line.
When you are feeling low, I'll be there to feel you up. What do I look like? The Wizard of Oz?
You need a brain? You need a heart?
Take mine, take everything I have."
- Jacob Black; Breaking Dawn
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